i dunnoe wads wrong wit mie sumtymes. & the situation now ish making mie more confused. its juz too hard fer mie sumtymes. euu mae tink tat i'm juz fooling around n not serious but tats totally not true. euu didnt really now mie inside out. . the past experiences had made mie wake up from the 'fairy tales' which i'd been dreaming fer. if i cud hve cut open my mind & hart, i wud hve let euu see wads really der. dear, i cant really trust euu fully as der are sumtink tat stop mie from gving my full trust on euu . haiish. in front of mie, euu can show tat lurf n care fer mie. but bhind mie, hv euu eva tot wad euu are doing without mie noeing?
hmm. n 'euu' .. our rship has the limits. i had alreadi told euu y euu cant do tis n tat. ur situation n mine are totally different. can euu juz understand tat? i mae still hv tat feeling fer euu but i control my limits. i tried my very bez not tink bout euu all the tyme coz i noe hu euu are tuh mie now.
argh .. euu guys .. plss ...
