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.Wednesday, June 30, 2010 ' ♥
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hello darlings !
its been awhile since i really update my blog ..
been busy wit life ..
and also not feeling well recently ...
just been discharged from hospital yesterday ...
no alot actually noes bout it ..
aisyah had been a very concern bestie by coming down to visit me ..
thank you so much !
and also mum ...
thanks for being there for me ..
these are the only two person tats very important in my life ..
cos i believe , no else actually cares bout me ..
huhu ..
its not easy going tru things in the future
cos we dunnoe wad will happen later ...
in love matters too , we wont noe ...
we dunnoe if tat sumone truely love us or not ..
we dunnoe wads their motive ..
wad we can judge is true the person's action ..
for example , u were there , lying down ...
struggle to get well wen ure really sick ..
u were hoping for ur love one ..
but end up , he or she didnt turn up to be by ur side ..
whereas ,he or she were out there having some fun ..
to think back , how would you feel ?
if i , i would take a choice to forget him ...
cos theres no meaning for u to cling on to sumone like him ..
true enuf ?
tis was just an example aite ..
well , another example ...
tat sumone controlled ur life ...
but u cant controlled them ...
its not fair right ?
if he or she were to love u , they wont do tis ..
trusting each other is important ..
no trust no love (:
okay enuf of this ..
i wanna siap !
wanna meet my baby A ..........
ARIFAH ! haha
♥♥Nul Naqimora signing off @3:22 PM
.Wednesday, June 23, 2010 ' ♥
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i just dun understand why im so patient wit guys ..especially wit tis on e particular guy ..sumtimes his words really stab my heart so hard ...but i dunnoe why i can still lingering wit him ...i just feel tat i wanna get rid of him forever but its really really hard ..and why the fuck should i still love him !!!im even not sure if he had tat feeling for me .but tru his actions , he dun seem to ..why oh why !!it hurts to be tis way ...wad had i done to deserve all tis ?being good to people , people took advantage of me ...i trust people , people treat me tis way ...i guess i should change myself .i should be more firm , and not trusting anyone but myself ..i dun give a fucking care if people wanna hate me after i had changed ..haisss ..had to express tis out here cos i had no one to talk to rite now ..aisyah slept already ..i cant stop crying while expressing tis out ..im such a cry baby ..i noe ..i just cant stand it ...♥♥Nul Naqimora signing off @1:09 AM
