boooooo !
hehh .. todae actuali feel lyke not goin to skewl coz i'm reali tired coz i accompanied mum to jb to buy tings . hmm . wen to pasar to buy meat , chicken etc. . as usual , as i entered the pasar , all the stupid monkeys goes 'wooooo!si cantik suda dtg la!' . sheessh ~ i juz smiled n ignored dem coz i'm used to it oreadi . den mummy went to the usual stall where she buy meat , tot of not following mummy to the stall but hv to . brr .. n tat two monkey was lyke soo hapie wen i'm der . kanina ! haha . coz wad huh .. dey kept asking for my no. n kept staring at me as if dey had neva seen a girl b4 .. n one of dem said to my mum , 'oooiiik!lesung pipit die btl2 buat saye geram la!fuyoo!bper nk duwet hantaran?' . buto ah .. urgh ! but nehmind .. tat one i can take it . but tis i cant take it . i was wearing short skirt tat tyme , soo can see my 'beautiful' legs . XD . i dunnoe tat dey r looking at my legs till one of dem said , 'fuhh!kaki die sebiji mcm lengan tgn saye laa!' . fuck ! i was lyke , 'wat the hellllll!' waliaoweiiiiii ... geram ! k 4get bout it .
as soon as i got home ... i bathe n i lied down on my bed .. n tat was wen my mind goes , ting tong !
well , the past tings kept appearing in my mind nowadaes .. i dunnoe y .. but it reali makes me crazie .. i'm lyke a mad girl laz nite ... shouting wen i'm sliping .. tings lyke wad my ex did to me , tat makes my lyfe miserable till i fight wit mummy laz tyme .. tings lyke wad my dad did to my mum , treating her lyke an animal .. wad sumone did till i lost one of my clozez fwen ... all ! all of tat makes me wanna cry .. n ya . i did cry tinking bout all tat . it reali hurts .. argh ! plz .. i wan my laughing partner back ..
haishh .. but wat to do ? it's all in the past .. i can do anitink bout it . if only i cud go back to the past .....
♥♥Nul Naqimora signing off @3:10 PM