i'm totally fucking stress wit my lyfe now .. its lyke the worst thing tats happening in my lyfe now . well , i guess tats the payment for wad i'd done all tis while . yea its true tat i made alot of mistakes in my lyfe .. including the tings tat are against the religion .. hmm .. i noe i shudnt had done all tis but i failed to control myself .. how i regretted doing all tis . haishh . wad goes around comes around ! now , i had a real great fite wit mummy .. bcos i kept goin home late ! but its not tat late . only tat tyme during the ndp , went down to marina wit fwens .. once in awhile i wanted to hv fun wit my fwens .. haishh .. am i tat bad ?? hmm . i noe i did soo much mistake !! but i'll slowly change mummy .. it takes tyme u see .. i'm 15 now .. ~~~
lyfe was a bit different now .. well ya .. since i dun hv a bf and i'm sgl now .. hmmm .. i'm quite envy wit those couples out der .. but yea .. i noe i cant do anitink bout it ... i guess god had fated me to be sgl ferz .. BUT I'M STILL BORED !! its been mths i'm staying sgl .. m i too choosy ? i guess i'm not .. i tink tat no one wud take me to be his gf .. coz ya .. i belive tat guys nowadaes wanted to hv sumone tat has looks !! and they lyke to take advantage of gals ....
as euu see guys ... i'm not the type of gal tat will owaes cling on to u n waeted for u lyke waeting 4 the rain to come .. i prefer u guys to pour out ur feelings first rather den me pouring it out .. but pls dun take advantage of me if i'm not the type tat u wan n u totally had no feelings for me . i can be soft n i can be the opposite .. if u guys dun lyke me , den juz get out of my lyfe .. u guys dun nid to pretend .. seriously .. i hate it .. pls pls pls .. dun make me look lyke a fool .. ~~
♥♥Nul Naqimora signing off @2:54 PM
