wen i tot tat tings wud change my lyfe , everiting juz *poof* juz lyke tat !
y oh tell me y ... yett , i noe the mistake came from me .. i noe i shudnt let my hart control my mind .. but it still happen . at the same tyme , i dun deserve to wit hym .. i noe ... i mean , look at me ?? do i deserve aniting gud ? i'm useless .. i shud hv actuali tink ferz b4 accepting aniting .. but wad .. haisshh ..
well , i tink its the best wae fer mie to make up tis decision eventhough i noe tat it wud hurt my own hart .. i admit theres still u in my hart , but ... i dun wan u to be hurt bein wit me ..
reali reali am sowie ...
♥♥Nul Naqimora signing off @5:47 AM