in lyfe , theres alwaes ups and downs ...
happiness is wad we want tru'out our lyfe ...
sorrows is wad we hate tat no one wish to go tru the sorrows ..
but everiting tat happened was fated ..
yes we can avoid it but no matter wad i believe in fate
and let fate decide ..
each human beings has their own character ..
not everione is the same ..
certain tings happened for a reason ..
lyke i myself ...
i dun wish aniting bad to happen ..
same goes to other human beings for sure ..
but lyke i sae ...
each individual has their own reasons ..
i'm sumone tat lykes to bury everiting in my hart n mind ..
even if it will hurt myself ALOT ..
i dunnoe y ..
but i'm lyke tat ..
i'm born to be lyke tat ..
i admit i will throw my temper to anione without tinking ..
but theres a reason ..
which is my my mind is still tinking bout certain matters ..
tat made my hart shattered into pieces ..
and i dun wanna sae it ..
i also dunnoe y ...
but as tyme passes by ..
i will slowly forget bout those matters ..
but if another problem appears , those past matters will
appear back in mind ..
i admit i got a certain kind of attitude tats difficult for people to understand ..
i cant change myself ..
its all in my blood !
certain tings , yes .. i can change ..
not fully change but abit and slowly ...
but dun expect me to change myself from wad i am ..
i'm not perfect ..
and in fact , everione are not perfect !
accept the fact lyke how i accept each individuals ..
seriously , i'm tired of living lyke tis ..
people reali2 dun understand me ..
but its not their fault ..
my fault for not letting out certain matters ..
i noe .. but i myself decide to just kip the matter to myself ..
people judge me from wad they see ..
not from wad they noe ..
and yar , they only noe me from human's filthy mouth ..
no brains ~
people hate me without even noeing the real ting ?
again , no brains ~
i dun give a fcuking care bout sumone ?
lols .
they juz doesnt seem to see it ..
PROPERLY ...
hmm ..
well well ..
everione has their egos ..
i didnt throw my ego awae for a reason ..
i didnt lurf the rship ?
ha ha ha !
argh .. dun wanna sae it here ..
.......................................................................................
why dun i just die ??
haishhh ~
♥♥Nul Naqimora signing off @1:55 PM
