feelings ..
problems ..
everything .. i kept it inside ..
i just dunnoe to whom i shud let it out ..
frens ? boify ?
i dun tink they will understand ..
yes they can give me gud advices but ..
hais ..
my family ... its too complicated ..
parents wont understand it ..
they didnt realise tat everything or anything
tat happened between them bring a huge
impact on me ..
they were too selfish ..
im not a young kid anymore ..
maybe last time , i wont understand a single thing ..
but now , im almost 17 ..
and noe wads happening around me ..
since young , i never feel the love and care from
my dad ..
he seldom spend his free time with me , sis and mum ..
he tends to go and do sumting else ..
to me , he only controlled my lyfe and wen he is mad
at me , he tends to beat me up ..
is tat his way by showing love ? care ?
haiiss ..
no wonder mum wanted to leave u ..
im not surprise if mum were to do anything behind ur back ..
but mum , u noe tat it is wrong ryte ?
i noe u love me .. and same goes to me ..
i just hoped tat our family were lyke others ..
or shud i say , i hoped tat my parents were lyke other parents ?
i dun wanna say anything to you guys ..
dun blame me k if i were to do anything bad ..
im 17 , doesnt mean i dun nid ur attention ..
u guys thought tat im soo stubborn , dun wanna listen
to both of u ..
going tru a teenage lyfe wasnt easy ..
to whom i befriends with , i noe who they are ..
i can think wads ryte for me and wads not ryte for me k ..
♥♥Nul Naqimora signing off @11:07 PM
