hello daily readers (: im soo tired today .. as i already started working at Forever 21 at Vivo City .. worked from 12pm-8pm .. imagine that !! and Tuesday working from 145pm-1030pm .. such a long hours .. nehmind .. nak carik rezeki kann .. dari aku buang duit mak bapak aku .. kene lah blajar hidop susah ckit .. and i wanna gain experience first .. so tat its easy for me in the future .. coz i noe , in the future , its not easy .. i dun think my pay that is 1.2k is enough for me in the future lagi-lagi kalau nak kahwin .. chey ! jaoh melayang .. but its true right .. well , need to collect money .. in case i didnt get a chance to study anymore , i will take some courses out there .. make up course that cost 4-5K ? or some office course .. as time past by , i wanna upgrade myself .. i need to think bout my future .. im stubborn actually .. i dun like anyone to arrange my life including my parents .. or should i say especially my dad ? coz he didnt seem to care or understand wad i actually want ? hmmmm ...
mum discuss something bout marriage to me like out of the blue moon .. hahaha ! she said , "marriage lyfe isn't easy..you need to choose the right person..it doesnt matter who they are but how is his character..important thing is responsibility..can he support you?if he is willing to upgrade himself and think bout how the both of you will survive,its fine..dun ever find a husband like ur dad.. its fine to marry a guy tat had married before.. but its not easy.. especially when they have kids.. its alright if he can support u kakak .. wen ure married,never make him bored..pampered him..and never forget ur responsibilities as a wife..its very important.." panjang2 lebar mak aku bebual .. ape angin pon aku tak tahu .. macam lah aku nie danak kahwin .. hahaha ! lek lah bu ! belom ade lagi lah nak dengan kakak .. tak laku kott ..
