sometimes i dunnoe what i wan actually .. wad i noe is i dun wanna get hurt by some 'animal' anymore ... its been awhile since i go tru my solo life .. boring ? i cant deny it .. so hell yea ! but i cant just pick anyone .. i must choose the right one .. HOW MISERABLE CAN IT BE ? when people thought that i will get hurt again .. and i wont have a lasting rship ... DUN CURSE ME OKAY !! hmmm .. but wadeva it is ... i shall let the fate decide ... i wont rush into this kind of commitment .. well , maybe its not my time yet .. one day ....... i shall look forward to it ... :)