whats actually stated in the letter. To: My Beloved Nurul Naqiah In the world today, its so hard to see a girl like u b... There's alot of quaities in you tat other girls doesn't possess... Maybe, im jsut lucky to have you as my gurl or you can simply call it fate. Im sure tat every single guy out there would want to have a girl like u too b.. Wateva it is dear, our past is history and our future is uncertain. But one thing for sure is tat...I love and cherished you wit all my heart and soul from the moment tat u accepted my love dear. You are the best thing tat has eva happened to me dear. My love for u is so real and sincere tat i'm willing to lay down my life just for you. To me, you are just like sumone god sent to guide and help me amends. I'm willing ti amend my ways for the sake of sumone whom i love dearly! I can live without oxygen but not without you dear... Even a second feels like hours without u by my side b. Only then did i realised how much you really meant to me.. I would neva have the heart to see you cry nor hurt you bad coz i really love you and you meant the world to me dear.. And lastly, i just wanna wish you a Happy Valentine's Day!! Love you lotz! -140209
2yrs has passed.. well, i cant forget what he had done for me.. his love and dedication towards me.. my rship wit him only lasted for 3mths. but many things happened within tat period. firstly, parents didnt agree about me being with him. frankly, he got tattoos and piercing. but his willing to buy a concealer to cover his 'liang' and small tattoo on his hand. he took out his piercing. he tried everything to win my parents heart. especially to my mum. mum really love him alot. he took really good care of me. i didnt even drink or smoke when im with him. but then everything screwed up when he went to Brunei. i cheated behind his back. i was blinded by that guy.. i was really foolish! and i regretted it. alot! oh well, whats past is past. and now, im gonna concentrate on my life. im kissing the future bebeh!muacks~